It’s getting bad again.
I always see post on here about how people hate liking someone and I’m just sitting here like what the hell I can’t even find decent people to even talk to how do you go about finding one to like I just dont even know
I only try to help and I only get shit on by everybody. Some good karma would be nice… I hope atleast after tomorrow morning I can spend most of the day with someone Im actually comfortable with…
There are reasons I don’t like making friends anymore. Because people are fucking stupid and psychotic. I’d rather hangout with my dogs. At least they’re adorable.
I sleep, with a tomahawk next to me, in my bed every night. I wonder how the younger me would react to current me.
I’m feeling a little sick and a little sad. Missing you a little and resenting the people who have tried to take your place. Meh.
If you’re one of those mother fuckers that likes to send me 59878 texts, send me 3706 Facebook messages, comment on all my shit telling me to text you after I don’t answer you and you call me 30 times a day you can gO BURN IN THE HOTTEST FUCKING CORNER OF HELL YOU PIECE OF SHIT.
OMFG I FORGOT ABOUT BLACK MILKS LEGGINGS. WHEN I GET PAID IM GETTING ME SOME NICE FUCKING LEGGINGS. BRB GONNA GO CRY FROM EXCITEMENT.
I honestly only expect bad news from everyone. I’ve stopped hoping for anything good. My pay checks are my only source of excitement now. Nothing’s more exciting than buying new stuff. Maybe tomorrow I wont have old people shit talking me while I bust my fucking ass at work. I’m already 2000% done with tomorrow.
I wish I had someone that was here for me and that I felt was truly there for me and not just them saying that they are. I want someone I can talk to about how terrible my day went and just cuddle up with them happily because they truly listened and cared. I want the support that a warm heart can provide me when it gets hard to stand alone.
Tonight really opened my eyes. I’m nosy as fuck and I can’t help it. I’m so happy I did what I did. Hurt at first but now I’m just like lulzfuck it. I see friends that have really gone behind my back. I saw it and now I’m just laughing because WOW. No respect for those “friends”. Jokes on them because the amount of you’re specials and I’ve always liked you I’ve seen that were said to so many girls is ridiculous. And for the girls that may or may not be reading this that it’s directed to. Trust me. He has said the same to so many girls. Don’t believe me? I wouldn’t believe it either but I saw it. If anyone thinks he has changed they are fucking loons.
I’m probably gonna move in with my sister that lives in fort worth and maybe go back to school. People are poison here. As are the “friends” I’ve made. I mean no one here is precious enough for me to stay for their sake. I mean I’m not close to anyone. Nor do I really want to be. Not around here. Not with the people I’ve met in the past 2 years.